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Re: Museslash.

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Supermassive Matt.
Title: Dialogue. Part 5/7.
Pairing: Belldom. Matt's POV.
Rating: 15.
Disclaimer: Don't own them, they've done fine without me so far.
Summary: Matt and Dom are in bed one night and get to talking about their relationship.
Archive: Yes.

OK, this is the next installment of a fic I started a long time ago. I stopped because I couldn't get it to sound right. Now I think I have, so here it is. Hope you enjoy.

Previous parts here:

Part 1:
http://community.livejournal.com/museslash/356330.html#cutid1
Part 2:
http://community.livejournal.com/museslash/358300.html#cutid1
Part 3:
http://community.livejournal.com/museslash/361737.html#cutid1
Part 4:
http://community.livejournal.com/museslash/362921.html#cutid1


Part 5:



Dom, what do you mean, "Do I love you?" You know I do.

I tell you all the time!

Fine, I was lying. Maybe I don't tell you all the time...

Are you sure I've never actually told you?

I must have surely?

Fine. Ok. Jesus, just because I'm not the most sentimental sap doesn't mean...

I am NOT being huffy!

You want me to say it then?

And mean it. For fuck's sake...

You're my everything Dom. Everything I want and everything I need.
When I say everything I mean it truly.
I love you as an old friend, a close friend who has seen me change, who has seen me at my worst, seen me inside out and yet, somehow, still wants me.

I love you as a lover. When we have sex, even when we merely kiss or sometimes when you just look at me, there is something there, something indefinable that makes it like any other person I've been with.

I love you as my musical partner. Your drum plaing complements every high flown, over the top piece that I dream up. Your rhythms make sense out of my disparate riffs and notes and high anbitions. And when we play onstage together, I don't even need to look at you, you can practically read my mind and predict my every move. But I look at you anyway and Christ, it's better than drugs, it's better than sex. Nearly.

I love you for the fact that you still put up with me after all thises years. I'm a moody bastard, I know and I often snap, it's in my nature and I wish I could change it. You know what I'm like and you simply smile and wave away my attempts at an apology for being a wanker. You never mind because you know I don't mean it. It's just my selfish ego, my petty frustrations at myself. And you always let me have my rant, acting like a kind of tree, bending clamly with my tornadoes.

I love you. I love watching TV with you, sitting on the couch together. I love how only you can soothe my jangly nerves. I love your kisses. I love your body. I love when you read me funny anecdotes from the newspaper.
I love you mostly because I know you'll always be there and I know I will always want you to be there.

Now, I'm not going to say THAT again any time soon. So, whenever you think of me and wanting to hear me say those three words, think of this conversation and just forget the urge, please. What I say now, holds true for always.

So, Dominic, do I get a similar affirmation too?
  • *squees*

    I don't understand why I hadn't even SEEN this fic before. Just read all the parts in one go and I love it! *grins*

    So, so honest. And tender. And...gah! <3
    • Aw, thanks love. Well, I started this fic *checks* almost two years ago, so id say it was eady to miss. I'm so glad you liked it, I was nervous about posting agin after such a long gap. x
  • I haven't seen this before! Probably because of the large time gap.
    But I read the whole thing in one go!

    It's just beautiful! Emotions are captured so well. And I love the way you've written it as I one-sided dialogue each time.

    This chapter was very touching. I loved the way Matt described every little detail and every little experience of his life with Dom.

    I can't wait to read the next one!
  • Was thinking about this not long ago, no lie! :D I was so happy to see your name pop up on MS! <3

    You know what I'm like and you simply smile and wave away my attempts at an apology for being a wanker. You never mind because you know I don't mean it. It's just my selfish ego, my petty frustrations at myself.

    Man, that's perfect. :D Thanks for the update!!
  • I love you for the fact that you still put up with me after all thises years.
    There definitely is a mistake in. :P

    And awwww, I can imagine Matt being all pouty in the end of this. *sniggers*
  • Just read this whole this and just.. WOW. beautiful! I love the little moments they are sharing with each other!
  • I don't remember if I've read this story before. But I read this chapter, and I'll read the previous chapters in my bed. (It's 4.53 in the morning here...)

    I love you mostly because I know you'll always be there and I know I will always want you to be there.

    I loved this line so much. :)

    I felt really happy when I saw you post this on Museslash. ♥
  • horaaay!!! <333
  • Just read the whole series so far, and I'm crying. So, so beautifully written, oh my god.
  • Oh, I really enjoyed this! I went back and read the previous parts, and then I read this one, and I enjoyed it a ton! I love the interchanging dialogue between Matt and Dom...this part was lovely!

    I love when you read me funny anecdotes from the newspaper.

    This was my favorite line. So simple, yet so touchingly beautiful.
  • Oh, I see this part is from 2010. :D

    *smiles contentedly* I like Matt describes the various ways he loves Dom!

    I love you as an old friend, a close friend who has seen me change, who has seen me at my worst, seen me inside out and yet, somehow, still wants me.

    Awww! <3

    And the most beautiful part: "I love you mostly because I know you'll always be there and I know I will always want you to be there. "
    Breathtaking!
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